Just kill me now

That explains how I feel about the past 4 days. Wow...it was bad. Really bad. I feel like I let all my blog readers down by doing so horrible. I'm so sorry everyone. I wish I could say that I had great self control, and made good choices, but I didn't, and I'm sure going to pay for it on the scale. I don't know what else to say, besides, tomorrow is a new day, and a great day to start again.
On a happy note...I bought an elliptical! I can't tell you how happy I am about this! I'm so excited to be able to start excercising! I haven't done it in so long for lack of time, so I'm really happy to have a machine at home now! I got an awesome deal too! Here is the one that I got :

It has video games, I-Fit ( where I can buy Jillian Micheals workouts and plug them in to hear her talk to me! COOL! ) and tons of different features. I'm so excited to start it tomorrow....along with my good eating habits again. Ya know, its funny, cause its so enjoyable to be bad and eat bad while you are doing it...but it is not worth it afterwards. :-( Next week I'm going out of town twice, so I need to do really well up until then to make up for it a little bit. I hope you all had a wonderful weekend...and did better than I did as far as eating goes! I'll start posting my daily food intake again also starting tomorrow! Have a great night!

I'm such a loser....not literally....

I've done so bad the past week or so....friends visting from out of town, lots of parties/get togethers, monthly "visit" from a friend, and headaches for the past week have not helped. I know, there should be no excuses, but it is what it is, and I have not done well. I seriously don't even want to weigh myself. Ugh...I hate when I do this. What is wrong with me?????? I'm starting again today though...I'm going to try to go to the gym after work and work out a little bit. I know I'm going to be up tomorrow at WW, but it's not like it will be a shocker. I guess everyone has weeks like this sometimes, but it doesn't make it any less depressing. I'm going to get back into taking pics every day and posting again. It's so hard to remember to do it, but I'm going to try to be more strict and make myself do it.

Here is a picture of me from this week...for anyone that cares...:-)